Emptiness.

.Sunday, December 06, 2009.

sometimesijustdunoewhyijustcantputdownthepastandmoveonijustcantstopthinkingaboutit

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whydoialwaystakethewrongpathwhycantijustletitgomaybeitwasnevermeanttobe

maybeacaraccidentwoulddoeverythingperhapslosingmymemoryisthebestsolution

soicanstopthinkingaboutithowiwishicouldjusttellustraightjusthowmuchumeant

howireallywishthatthetimemachineinventionwasrealsoicouldtravelbackintime

soiwillnotmakethesamemistakesagainandcorrectallthewrongiguessimjustsoscrewed

ireallymissyouguyssososomuchbutiguessitsjustnotpossibletogobackintimedamnit

} ' da0jun ;

11:53 PM

.Wednesday, September 30, 2009.

The distance just keeps on getting further.

I don't know if this was the place I came to in the first place.

Everything had seemed to change.

Did I not did enough?

Or it is never ever enough..?

Please tell me its just a dream.

Wake me up or bring me back where I first came..

Please?

I thought I knew you.. but I guess I was wrong..

4 years of friendship?

Did it even took u 4 minutes? Oh wait, maybe not even 4 seconds..

to end all of it.

Now I know being a friend needs more...

You have to know how to read minds..

Know what had happened before hand

before you say anything..

Can't read?

Sorry,

Goodbye.

Can't anyone just let me 'brag' a lil bout my achievements in the virtual world?

I know I'm as good as a failure in real life,

in every aspect.

Results,Friendship,Achievements?

Nothing.

So, being a lil faster in the virtual world is a sin.

I get hated.

Everything seems to be my fault.

Just because I helped others,

You don't get helped,

I'm being called selfish.

Just because I have a lil' more.

I'm being called 'haolian'.

Every word that comes from me,

may cause something bad to happen.

Cause I was just so happen to can't 'Read Minds'

So again, I'm to be blamed.

Now I'm even afraid to talk.

These happened not once, twice or trice?

Why is it always ME?

Everything seems to be my fault .

Can't anyone just give in to me, even, Once?

Right, the world is never fair .

I'm born to see others happy,

and I can't.

Whatever lil' things I do,

never seem to be enough.

I'm expected more of it?

To be even noticed.

Cause everything I do,

Results I get is O.

No One just seems to notice.

Maybe if I'm dead,

everyone else would be happier?

Maybe?

Well, I guess I'll be much happier.

No one cares anyway.

?dneirf ym eb uoy naC

} ' da0jun ;

1:05 AM

.Friday, June 05, 2009.

Firstly,

Happy 18th Birthday Myself ! :D

& also to those who share the same birth date as me: 5th June (:

Its just like any other normal day, wake up early in the morning and squeezing on the MRT/Bus

with people. Reach school, Lessonssssssssssssssssssssss. Was feeling freaking tired. Was online on msn, but there wasn't pretty much people that was online that I could chat with. :\ Was hanging in school with an empty stomach for 6hrs straight, lessons. Maths Quiz, gift from Theresa Lye. Thanks alot uh. Ended at 2, flew home. This year is just me, my comp and my bed. Gah, how pathetic uh. Forever sticking with my computer. No presents this year. But its okay, as long as I know that I have friends around me when I need them, thats enough. Thanks people.

Finally, 18. Legal age to do all sorts of stuff! Smoking, Alcohol, but I dun think I wanna get hooked with these stuffs (: Ok, maybe abit of alcohol at times. M18 movies, watched since dunoe when already. HAHA, so its nothing special :x. This year had many wishes from many many people, too many to name, Thanks Everyone for the well wishes.

Well, last year was pretty much wasted. Been playing for very long, way too long. I think I should get myself to study, NOW. But i just can't seem to bring myself to do it. Still sticked to the computer instead of the notes. I MUST MUST get rid of this habit of playing and study instead :(. Can't understand a shyt of anything in school -_____-, and next week is common test. So doom-ed. GAH.

Please DaoJun, STUDY!

So, here are my wishes this year. Hope I'll be able to fulfill them.

Maple Level 200 & After that PLAY LESS. (4 more to go!)
Spend more time on studies and with friends instead of staying at home with the comp
Try to Save? my about-to-screwed-GPA due to this Common Test.
Get MORE sleep. ( > 6hrs on weekdays at least )
Exercise more (: Work out. (Don't Laugh Ting :( )

Think thats about it for my wishes this year.

Anyway, I'll like to Thank all that wished me again. Love you guys. Take care everyone.

} ' da0jun ;

11:32 PM

.Sunday, May 03, 2009.

Public hols and weekends.

Fri was a whole day out.

Caught X-Men Origins : Wolverine :D in the morning, great at iluma.

After that headed over to V8 to have our lunch, not bad.

Then walked over to marina square for guild outing.

2nd Movie of the day - 17 again. Hilarious.

After that was dinner at popeyes near The Flyer.

It wasn't as good as i thought, but still quite okae.

We had around 17 peeps, so had to wait quite long, joint tables.

After that head out to cut cake :D

White chocolate cake from secret recipe.

First time trying it, wasn't as nice as i thought :S

Well, tried.

Gave bear a Winnie-the-Pooh balloon.

But he refused to hold it ! :@

Then hanged out at the arcade, chatted and home.

Sat - School for practical at 9am -'- . Freaking tired.

And it was total boring. GAHH.

Headed home, slept!

Sunday - rotted at home.

Tmr is school day again. bleh.

Nights ~

} ' da0jun ;

11:19 PM

.Wednesday, April 29, 2009.

School have been pretty much tiring.

Always feeling sleepy during lessons.

Freaking teacher who doesn't speak clearly.

Eugene Chow is always so blur, making us laugh.

The School gym is pretty cool.

Boring life.

} ' da0jun ;

7:51 PM

.Sunday, April 26, 2009.

Ahh, been long since i blogged :)

Busy Saturday, spent the whole day out !
Was deciding in the morning on where to go with Kang Yi and Wan Jia to celebrate Wan Jia's Birthday !
Took quite long before we decided, Plaza Sing, Causeway Point or Jurong Point!
In the end we decided to go the Jurong Point :)
Was late meeting them again as usual =p I just can't seem to be punctual :|
Had swensens there, all of us had bake rice :D
Haven seen them for quite sometime, finally we got time to meet up !
Talked alot and as usual, we were shooting WJ =p
After lunch was movie, Taken or Friday the 13th.
In the end we decided to watch Taken :D, not a bad movie, at first we thought it was
gonna be a horror movie, but it was more of an action one. Interesting !
Finished at around 6pm, then quickly rushed to TheLoft @ Np :D
Jigsaw + GLs and other GLs from other groups.
KTVed, Highed, Facebooked!
Drank some vodkaa, and my head was spinning.
Wenliang shared with me his photos with Jacky.
After that everyone else were doing their own things playing lappy.
Bathed, and the fun started!
We started playing facebook, started on Restaurant City, kinda boring game.
Just sit there and stared at the ppl cooking and serving ?_?
We then decided to seek more entertainment.
Me, SK, Qinyi, Morgan and Joan started playing 'Friends for Sales'
LOL, its a freaking retard and lame game.
But, we played all the way till 530am,
We were fighting over to buy each other, damn funny.
Slept awhile and woke, had breakfast at Mac :D
And we went home, KOed.
Guess what, we were still fighting over buying each other at home. HAHA
Alright thats all for today :D
School again on Monday ~_~ My weekends past so fast. GAH.
*awaits next weekend to be here asap!*

} ' da0jun ;

7:56 PM

.Tuesday, April 21, 2009.

Its just the 2nd day of school...
and i'm already all tired out.
The timetable sucks big time.
Start early, Long breaks, End late!
Rotted almost 7hrs at school.
Oh well, good thing there was terence
chatting with me at the library.
I think its not a bad place to slack and sleep !
I shall go there to sleep the next time !
Ok as I'm typing my eyes are seriously closing.
Cannot take it ! AHHH, guess I'll go take a nap =]
Good thing tmr starts at 1pm =_=
Seeya guys .
Jigsaw <3 :D

} ' da0jun ;

8:09 PM